Dear god will it ever get better

I seriously am going to lose if things dont look up. I have been away from derby for what seems like an eternity when its only been a few weeks. Ever since my dad died it has been a non stop drama filled few months. My mom can not catch a break. She lost her husband and her best friend in the matter of months......im all she has left as far as a "friend" goes. Every morning, every lunch break, and every night i come home i see her eager eyes zoned in on me dying to talk. I love her to death and i do feel her pain but another one of the "if me n robin dont get a job we may have to move back to new orleans" talk i just may rip my ears off. I cry myself to sleep almost every night. While i love my hometown i cant go back there. Im pretty sure im gonna get stuck with some job i will dread. And derby will be an adjustment.
Speaking of adjustments. Im pretty sure while everyone in some way shape or form likes there job there are some things that drive us crazy abouth them. Everyone vents about there job at some point. I made the mistake of vent on facebook with a stat that has pretty much got me in deep shit although no names were mentioned. Let me back up a bit. Long story short My boss claimed i didnt tell her about an appointment that i had. FACT is i told her about my appointment a week ago, i told her that i had an appt scheduled on a wed at 10am she asked what for and i told her....while the dicussion was taking place my coworker Sabrina was there listening to the whole thing. So while im at my appt i get a phone call from my Super asking where i was......it was 11:10 and the time i usually go to work is 10. She was clearly upset about me not being at work(it was her break/shopping time). I told her that i told her about the appt last week and the day before the appt.....she claims i never told her she said she didnt remember. So i got to work we got into an argument and i put "(insert rude comment her" on facecook and deleted not even 2 minutes after. Some how it got back to her. The argument in the office was bad enough cuz the new orleans girl came out of me and i frustrated and annoyed that she was denying shit that was soooo true.
Not only do i have home to think about i now have to think about work and what drama awaits when i get there. I have tried to keep peace in such a small environment but i was pushed to my limit with bullshit. With grieving the loss of my dad and this other shit i came unglued. I do regret the the phrase put up but i dont understand why she was all offended by me deleting her n the rest of my coworkers of my fb page. Its MY page and she can stay off of it. Then she had the audacity to tell my other coworker....her partner in crime about it and now im gonna have lovely glorious days at work.
You know its funny, i havent seen her at her desk in a long time.....shes always gone and shopping. Which means that shes getting all my info together and is gonna submit shit so this should be interesting.....
My life is a fucking mess im almost about to give up on this shit.